Again

So my tears have fallen.
Fallen for you again.
My mind seems blank.
but my thoughts are just too quick to see
Trains hurling past.

My uncertainty continues
My confidence dwindles
I dream that you think of me
but these dreams are just my tears
No salty water ever does touch my cheeks,
no pain is seen from that

No.
My smile hides depression


and pain.


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i wrote this long ago. hope you guys like it. (who all views this anyways?) But yeah im also on LifeInFiction now so make sure you check us out!! :) 

change

well i recently noticed what this blog has become isnt what it was originally intended for. I think im going to go back to what it was. personal diary *closed* writing entries *reopened*

la-di-da-di-da

so i havent done much of late. im just kind of drifting through these days. not much goes on anymore. but i did much ever go on to begin with? hmm...
life is so...pleasant right now. :)

Living.

Its so easy to live without him that i now know i never loved him at all. I dont miss him anymore. And i dont want to date, even if i feel like i've a gaping whole in my life.
God has been trying to give me a message. I'm having trouble deciphering it.