So happiness exists so that it can be taken away

So the guy i like asked me out. he broke up with me less than two day later. didnt say why. he just did. Now, im lost. I'm not sure what to do. But i WAS happy. I feel that once again, i have somehow angered the figure who controls Karma

Karma Fate or whatever it is

Did i do something wrong? why is karma out to get me? something good happens and then something bad follows right away... I find out something good, and then something bad. Can i not be happy? Whatever it is i did i dont know it.

Changing the World

I am nothing in this world. an insignificant dot. A one-of-millions. I am not special. Why should I be? I am not unique, at least no more than anyone else is. yet, i want to change the world. we all do. who doesn't? it may be a small change they want to make but it still changes the world as a whole. whether its their hometown or their school system. maybe its a classroom, maybe its their family. or maybe its someone's heart. maybe its a child's life or a system of politics. we all dream to change the world somehow and in the end we all do. however the measurement in which we do is the important part.

college

the day i start worrying about my future and my college options again....I get mail from "MY College Options". Great. Just what I needed. Now there are 50,000 postcard things to go through, fill out, and send back out. Great.

stories

I have been continuing my long story from class. Unfotrunately, i'm not much farther with it. I miss class. I had so much writing time! Anyway, its coming along pretty nicely. Also, some friends of mine and I have been writing a pass-around story. It is actually turning out well. Normally pass-arounds get severly messed-up. Well, that's all that is happening in my life.Peace Out.